You Are Very Important...

Love;

I wish you could talk to me but you are gone,

I wish you could tell me why I am so important to you,

how would I know, maybe you want me to strive to make my dreams come true, maybe you just want me to make a difference and forget fear, you probably know fear rules my life, it does, is like being in a corner trapped, maybe because I had seen so much cruel things, maybe because watching people died had made me somehow aware of how fragile life is and it makes me understand more my desires and dreams, is that the reason why you care so much for me?.

I would never let go of your presence just because I have fears, I can't, you are too precious to me and fear won't rule everything, I should stop thinking absurd things, is sad to live like this, everytime I turned around the face of fear is in front of me, yes I have accomplish a lot but I still have to be me, not let my thoughts get to me so much, last night I had fears, I hadn't had nocturnal fears in a long time but is about time I face the fears, so I won't discard you, is so wonderful to know you care, my heart fills a warmth when it comes to you and is so wonderful I can't give up on your loving touch and confort.

with love always;

Anna