Words I wish to say

Hey dear people!!

Wazzup?

Wat ever you read just keep it between you and me..

Dear Michael,

HI BHABIE!!! I hope I have the strength to let you read this stuff...

But I can't! I'm afraid for you to know that I'm loving you so much and that I can't afford to lose you anymore.

I know first we're just playing around...

But I've been trap with my own game!

And now I cant hold back this feeling,

it is so strong that it conquers my whole being.

I have no idea if you feel the same way too...

I wish I had a clue!!!

Oh, I'm fooling myself..

Of course I know!

I have all the clue but I'm just setting it aside in the back of my mind (even though the REALITY is in front of me & slaping my face from side 2 side)

Instead I'm gathering all our happy moments together and keeping it in the very center of my heart and pretend that YOU do LOVE me too..

Mike, please dont push me away from you..

just tell me honie that you dont want me no more and that you cant love me..

I will let you go!

Yes, I will cry...

I'll cry until I can't cry no more!

But I promise you...

I can move on and soon I'm gona be pretty fine..

I LOVE YOU!

Still Loving You,

Lady