Waiting to exhale

Uncontrollably, suggesting seriously, where do I go from here in this new relationship? I have never had one like this before...

I caught a glimpse of him after how many years of not seeing this man, he was looking different compared to the first time (1995), then I never knew what I wanted in a man '' IDEAL MAN '', I was just going about in circles, not matured, an easy prey to the fangs of ingrates.

Finally I asked God to help me out on this one, because I know what I have been through in other relationships.

Immediately I saw this man, I withdrew into my shell, not wanting to look into his eyes, there was something about him that I didn't understand, but I knew the fireworks will come on soon, I didn't imagine how soon it will be...

My story line began: At his place, with my cousins (my cousin, Sonia wanted something from him), He was so excited to see me after how many years of my running away from him.. I was surprised at his attitude toward me and also tensed too. I was alert!

This is a very beautiful experience for me, I have been struck by love for the very first time and also for real, this man is God send, he stood by me in every storm and we conquered them together....

He has just proposed, and i said YES to him and I am going to be his WIFE and Mother of His children too...

I have been inhaling for too long; I now have a reason to EXHALE!