Waiting for my destiny

When I was younger, I tried building up my destiny...

I planned that at the age of 21, I would get married and have my own family so that my children and I will not have much generation gap. The chase was desperate... I made a mistake... I met someone that I thought was my destiny but he was just the wind that touched my skin and gone.

It was a painful experience. Traumatic.

Luckily, the fruit of the mistake was a wonderful boy... I gave him all my love and attention. For almost 10 years I have been single... I was afraid to fall in love again until I saw a picture of a happy family. I thought I need to have that for me and my son.

Now, i am no longer chasing my destiny. I believe that with my readiness... my destiny will just come my way and reach for me... because God loves me so.