to the one my heart beats for

deeply in my heart i have been trying to distinguish the sameness and the difference of having you held tight and not that so tight in my shy hands, and i have come to see beyond the darkness of my soul's night that you are the one, the only one who is responsible for my pains, my happiness, my dreams, and even my dope.

today i have decided, i will continue following your road the one that leads to nowhere for my heart knows i can not win your elusive love..

come to my hands and please let me hold you like i never will ever let you go for this is what i wanted to do. you are mine forever, although iam not yours. i love you...