To Marco

Adored Marco,

our situation's killing me.

you know, i've told you lots of times, that i'm unsure about our love.

what you probably don't understand is the fact that i'm not unsure of the fact that we truly,madly,deeply (just to say it with a song) love each other, but i don't completely understand your feelings about what other people say.

you know that i don't care, that i would fight against the world just to hold strong your lovely hand into mine, but i'm not sure that you'll do the same if other people (and i don't want to fake, i'm talking about your best friends), influenced by that group that has already proved our feelings in every way, would try to stop you screaming out loud that i'm not your only one.

i know i should be quiet. but i'm not.

now that you're away, having your holidays and hopefully having a lot of fun, i've spended a lot of time wondering if we really belong together.

or better, if i really belong to you.

people say your love is pure, one of a kind, mine you don't really have to doubt, it's the biggest i couls offer in this world;so why we seem to be that far?

my answer is that probably life wants to play with us in a different way from how we want.

probably we're too young to realize such a great feeling.

probably we have to wait.

but, as somebody said before than me, in war and in love, everything is possible.

and this situation it's a little bit either.

and yes, when i say that we seems two character came out of pride and prejudice i mean it.

because this is a question of prejudice yes, but of pride also.

but, most of all, this is a question of love.

and i promise you, i'll do all i can to hold you in my arms again and i'll be back for you, don't you ever let go.

i luv ya boss.

Your Ga.