There is my fault now, too (TO LOVER)

Dear Lover,

The pain in my heart makes me feel myself paralyzed and cornered. You are right, honey, I have met another person with whom I fell in love. I felt myself happy. The feeling I’ve not experienced for the whole eternity. But…he has played upon my feelings and he has just thrown me away, moved me aside as a plate when being sated. I feel likely to kill myself, I feel betrayed and done.

I realized only one but very important thing. Darling, regardless all the misunderstandings, troubles and quarrels we have ever had, you was always with me in decisive hour, in gloomy mood and in my illnesses. You know my heart decease makes me weak, though I never behave like weak person. But it’s useless to reject there are such moments when I feel myself really bad, and almost agree to give my consent to that damned operation…There was very dangerous moment, I grasped and I had ever-increasing pain inside, and I called him for help for I was afraid. He didn’t answer, moreover he blocked his phone…I realized- I’m alone. I’m totally alone in this world!!! I was frighten, I thought I might die but…this wouldn’t stir a sell of his mind…

Please forgive me…I know the aforesaid is very painful for you to read. I was mistaken, you –too. But still the pain in my heart makes me feel myself paralyzed and cornered.

I was offended by you, but it was you, my only knight who kept my peace and was my RIGHT!