I Think I Love You...

I was your way to get away from everything. I was the way you would forget all your pains and sorrows. When you were sad, you came to me.

And you said you loved me, but I knew that this was only because you wanted to be lost from the reality of the world.

I knew what I was. I was the trash can for your bad memories. I was a trash can for your horrible experiences. I was where you let all your sadness out so you could live normally and happily.

But I learned to love you.

Finally, you're clean. You've thrown all your troubles away. The horrors and tragedies of reality have faded away. Now, all the worries you have can easily be erased, and there's nothing left to be thrown away, only edited.

And I? The use of me has faded away. You don't need to throw anything away. You don't need me anymore.

You still come to me, but less frequently. Soon, I will be forgotten all together.

And it hurts because…

I've fallen in love with you.

& I just don't know if you should know...