i hate missing you!

As the day fades away and slips into night, I find myself once again clinging to my prayers. Every night I pray to God that He will keep you in His arms. I pray that He keeps you out of harm, way until we can finally be together again.

What a wonderful beginning after two decades, It began 2nd week of February -- you finding me, chatting online, confessing our love, and then it happens... The feelings that we've felt for each other, begin to resurface.

Thank you, Love. What more can I say to the man who healed all my wounds, allowing me to feel the warmth of your love across the great distance that separates us? You truly have no idea what I feel for you.

I try to put this feeling into words, but failed miserably. This feeling of being both scared and at peace, of having both butterflies and a sense of calm, it is a feeling that I have only dreamed about. As the days continue to pass, my love for you continues to grow. I never thought I had the capacity to love anybody as much as I love you right now. Yet, my love for you continues to mature, growing beyond the realm of my heart, giving me enough strength to carry on, and making me brave what ever it takes... It seems that you have become the fiber of my soul, the very reason for my existence.

I have no other words to describe the way you make me feel. No words, no actions could even come close. Now, every day brings so much joy to me, another day means a day closer to happiness. Love, don't ever think that I will get tired of you...because the truth is I am dead set to grow old with you...