How I Feel...

Dearest:

I feel like I am searching for someone that will never come to me. Is like knowing that the ocean is too big and you can't swim to the end because is infinite, well, that is how I feel... I can't find you. Maybe is that I am expecting someone who will never reach me, someone who could not come to me because this time we are not ment to be together... I do know we are soulmates, I feel it in my heart, I know that we had been linked in a way that our souls feel it but also I know is a waste of my time thinking you would ever appear at my door step.

I got to try to look outside my heart and see if one day I can find someone who will be with me for the rest of my life... some people might say I am very old fashion, specially now a days when people do not seem to understand what love is, love is being with the person you love thru pain, heartackes, laughter and obstacles, love is something you do not take for granted but people do, of course not everybody but the numbers are growing... I know you and I would never be together but I have engraved in my mind a love that was lost a long time ago in a land we both love... we both recalled and we both shared... perhaps in another life time my love, for now I guess I should await another love, hope for happiness, I deserve to be happy at least once in my life...

Keep doing the good work you are doing, I am indeed very proud of you even if you are trapped in your world and can't look my way... one day I hope we both find what we are looking for, true love... maybe I am romantic but I do believe in love... the one forever...

with love;

Anna