beyond friends

i should have told you my true feeling's but i didn't

want to hurt our friendship. well it's been two months and we haven't written each other . it's my fault i shouldn't have gotten so close . it hurts that i don't hear from you. i guess you wanted more than a friend. i am sorry i couldn't be more for you . i love you dearly but there is nothing i can do. i am a mess ,and am in misery. i love you christian so much it hurts. sincerly p t.