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It was my first love my soul mate I thought. We knew each other by name and seen each other a few times for around 5years. One night she asked me to go for a place she liked to go for dinner and drink and maybe dance. I was really shy, yet nervous but I replied with yes, I'd love to. The night was fun and we got along well, but I really did not think anything of it, I thought it was out of kindness. Well time went on we say each other, it seem like every were I was she was there to. Time went on, she was single and I was free to. We started hang out a lot, going here and there with each other, I felt it before I really knew for sure, that we both fell in love with each other. We had some ups and downs the first 2 years together, but then things changed for both of us, it was great. We were a lot alike her family likes me and mine loved her. We got married, had a big wedding, different than the tradition. I fell so deeply in love with her and she said it to, that it was a feeling neither of us hard ever felt before. Oh all the letters she wrote to me, oh I wish I could describe them, poems oh one day she could be a writer. I thought my world and was rapped around this beautiful girl I loved so dearly. We had a disagreement I don’t remember what, and the next day I came home from work and she had moved out no letter, no reason, no good bye, and no nothing. I went nuts. I didn't know where she was, what happen, nothing. This was about 6 years known. I still care for her and I love her still. I have got emails from unknown names that say, she loves me, wants to talk, ect. But how can one just go off of that. It could be, but I didn't ever think that was her style. It could clowns playing games, who know. Besides that she knows I don't know anything of numbers or where she is, so it’s not her.
If I knew, maybe things could be different, my mind says ("What happen, or ("What did I do. Every one tells me she’s not worth the time of day, to me she is. They say move on, guarantee she sure has, well maybe so, I haven't let go, and I have tried. You hear so many remarks of people that say they heard or know, I decided that when its time it will, until then I just go and i have found out a lot of myself and the new me as well.

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Posted on 27 May, 2006, 1:50 pm by tEaRsG
Category: Lost Love

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