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gteresas
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And here i am again. writing a letter to you one more time. hoping for you to read it and for you to finally get the message i send you in it.this is my story.:
Long ago,before i met you, i met this guy,who hurt me like i never thought id be hurt.i cried and suffered in a too painful way.i was going trough alot at home.my life was already messed up. i was messed up. in my life,at that moment,he was the only good thing in it. until one day he just decided he was too good for me.but he got me pregnant.but he couldnt handle it.he got me a pregnancy test.after he told me how he wasnt ready for a baby. and how he wanted me to get rid of the baby if i was actually pregnant.i told him the test had came up negative.the actual result was positive. and i had decided to do it on my own and never tell him about it. that same night he left me.he decided to go to somebody else.to my surprise,the same night he broke up with me.and it wasnt just one girl.I was a mess.a week after i had a misscarriage.It killed me inside.because of him and what had happened to me i became a stone.it was like my heart was made out of ice. i couldnt feel a thing.after him i had 3 more boyfriends. never fell inlove with none of them. without knowin it i would end up hurting people i didnt mean to hurt. i spent years trying to fix my self up.with time i got tired of who i had become.for some reason i still couldnt do nuthing about it. one good day i met this one guy.who he claimed loved me more that life it self.who would do anything and everything for me.he was sweet,one of the most sensitive persons i know. he was just perfect.but i was used to being treated wrong. and i didnt know any other way.so, i was scared. so i ran away from him.i couldnt do it.i know i hurt him.but i knew it was gonna be worst for him if i stayed.its been 5 years since the last id seen him.he was perfect. and i let him go. instead and after so long,i fell inlove with you. but now,after so long,and after so much that we been trough together you wanna let me go.because i dont seem to be good enough for you. because acording to you i dont have what you need. you know.. it it ironic how sometimes we fall inlove with the wrong person.how we have true love infront of us and we just dont see it and we just let it pass by.it is ironic how we sometimes let go the one that really cares about us for the one that doesnt.im not gonna tell you i regret being with you. but i do regret giving you everyting i had.i regret emptying my heart and my soul for you.it hurts loving you the way i do. it hurts deep inside. it hurts on an unimaginable way,cuz for the first time,i fell inlove and i did it with all my heart. and you dont seem to see it. you keep puting me on the side.i have told you this before but yet you still dont seem to care.you wanted love and somebody that would follow, and i gave that to you. you have that with me.but you dont see it.i need to know what to do. i need to know what else you need from me cause i dont know what else to give you.for once in my life i feel lost.for once in my life i dont know what way to go.and i can say it is cause of you.
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Posted on 21 September, 2008, 8:10 am by gteresas
Category: I Love You
And here i am. Writing to you one more time. I love you.More than life it self. I need you..more than the air i breathe. But yet, u dont seem to see it.Just a couple of days ago you were talking about how you need a person in your life that would follow the right path with you. Somebody u claimed would be just about perfect. You always talk about how u need a good woman by your side. Somebody that would be there,no matter what. And here i am. whilling to give even the things i dont have. whilling to follow where ever you go. I have been here for you whenever you have needed me. Ive given you all i am and have.I have never asked you for nothing in return.I have given you my heart without even thinking about it. I can say i dont care where i go if i go with you. But yet it aint good enough for you. I know you must feel scared.but here is this: I love you. And if you let me, I will be here,For you,like i have been all this time.I promise i will never let go.I promise i will always be here to hold you when youre down,to kiss you when youre sad.. I promise i will always have your back. I wish you would feel the same way about me.I wish you were right here,next to me,right this moment to tell you this: I Love You with all my heart.And theres nothing i would love more than to spend the rest of my life with you.If u let me. I can promise you you wont regret this. Please,dont be scared. all you have to do is trust. Please, Let it be.
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Posted on 14 July, 2008, 1:40 am by gteresas
Category: I Love You
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