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QuakerGirl
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April of 2006 I picked myself up and left a very bad situation… I told my self that I was in no way going to fall in love with anyone ever again… I was going to live my life for me and for daughter. Just work hard and worry about me - Then I came down to my moms and dad’s house on Mother’s Day weekend in June and my mom brought me up to your place to meet you… I had no idea who you were just heard about you, Pedro and Ted. It was so nice to have friends and family who care so much about me – before they knew me!!
I finally came down for a weekend in July and meet you and Pedro again. We had a great time in the bar (getting trashed – listening to you and Pedro argue over me - you sneaking in for a great evening). We went to see the fireworks. I told myself just friends with benefits, you don’t need more right now. You have to get through the hell in your life before you can move on and start over – but the more I saw you the more I felt myself falling for you, but I still would not let my heart open up to let you in, the pain in my life was so horrible that I didn’t know how to over come what I had just been through and how to let go of certain things in my past; this was really hard for me to do, To open my heart up again for such heartache. But I finally did let go and let you in.
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