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Crazy
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Hello, my precious!
Those three weeks I spent in anticipation of your return home seems an eternity to me. Your last letter was so encouraging and warm.
There is a lot I want to tell you but you are so far, my darling! My common sense tells me that it’s your work but my heart is screaming why you don’t hurry home! Be with me for this life has given a second breath to our relations.
I have seen you this night, ooouch…honey, the hottest dream in my life, the sweetest one! You was mmm…sooo passionate. Through the light mist of the warm fall night I felt a gentle touch of your moist mouth that made my entire essence shaken. Your furious, eager movement and I’m captured in your tight embrace…I’m yours…seconds and I lost consciousness. ...TO LOVER (Wish everything come... - (by Crazy)
Hello, my precious, Lover!
Now I’ve realized more deeply and profoundly that I’m weak and irresolute person, though I want to be with you. I hope we will be able to revive our love and happiness regardless all the pains that we will have to fight down. I mean our mistakes and faults to each other.
I still love you, dear! The recollections of our fleeting happy days still make my heart tremble…the unexpected moment when you had almost pressed me in your tight embraces and our first kiss was followed. You were so passionate and impatient, I felt myself as if being deprived of ground under my feet.
I wish these moments of utmost felicity come back. I want to be happy but my happiness is YOU! ...There is my fault now, too (TO... - (by Crazy)
Dear Lover,
The pain in my heart makes me feel myself paralyzed and cornered. You are right, honey, I have met another person with whom I fell in love. I felt myself happy. The feeling I’ve not experienced for the whole eternity. But…he has played upon my feelings and he has just thrown me away, moved me aside as a plate when being sated. I feel likely to kill myself, I feel betrayed and done.
I realized only one but very important thing. Darling, regardless all the misunderstandings, troubles and quarrels we have ever had, you was always with me in decisive hour, in gloomy mood and in my illnesses. You know my heart decease makes me weak, though I never behave like weak person. But it’s useless to reject there are such moments when I feel myself really bad, and almost agree to give my consent to that damned operation…There was very dangerous moment, I grasped and I had ever-increasing pain inside, and I called him for help for I was afraid. He didn’t answer, moreover he blocked his phone…I realized- I’m alone. I’m totally alone in this world!!! I was frighten, I thought I might die but…this wouldn’t stir a sell of his mind…
Please forgive me…I know the aforesaid is very painful for you to read. I was mistaken, you –too. But still the pain in my heart makes me feel myself paralyzed and cornered. ...
You know, those several weeks that we were apart seemed to be an eternity to me. I was in despair so deep and enormous that it possibly could absorb the whole universe. My heart was nearly torn to peaces by your cruel and unfair treatment of me. I couldn't even believe for long that it was you, my love, my life, my wild ocean and my sacred shelter, who could act in such a way. I'm upset, I'm frustrated. There is one thought that has crept deep into my heart. It teases me even more then your fault in our relations crash...It seems to me I can't love you any more...not because this very misunderstanding but it's turned to be a turning point in my life...Please don't be hurt with my words, I try to be sincere with you...I'm still as insecure about everything as you've got to know me. I want to love you as I did before, but...not sure whether I can...Do you remember my eyes full of tears and pain and my words...that have turned to be a prophecy now. Do you remember I say: "Please, don't let me go, please..." You did...
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