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BLUE3102
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I'm not Who You Believe Me to ...
How do I tell you it’s all been a lie? The person you believe me to be is not real. The face is of another woman. Those eyes that you want so badly to look into are not mine. The body you have come to desire, what I would love to look like but don't. How do I tell you the person you say you have fallen in love with is not real. How do I tell you not to let go of your life to be with me. I have given you a dream but none of it will ever be reality. Can I simply say ‘I’m sorry’? Will it make all that we have shared meaningless? We have talked about so much. We have planned so many things. We have shared so many dreams. But the time has come for me to tell you I’m not who you believe me to be. Do you look past that? Can you forgive me? What can I say? What do I do? I have wanted to tell you before in fact I have tried. How I wish I never did this. You are to come to another state, live another life, yet I am not who you believe me to be. I can't bring myself to tell you. To break your heart. To shatter your dreams. It is so selfish of me to hold on to you. But I can't bear to let you go. Is it so important that I don't look like that woman? Would you be able to fall in love with who I really am? It isn't fair but what can I do? How do I begin to tell you?
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Posted on 19 July, 2006, 6:13 pm by BLUE3102
Category: Online Romance
When you look into my eyes what do you see? Do you see the pain and sorrow I've felt since I lost my mother? Do you see the child whos innocence was taken when she was touched in that aweful way? Ok wait. I close my eyes. I open them again, what do you see? Do you see the light in my eyes? The joy in which you have given me? The promise of a better day?
As much as my past has made me who I am, being with you has made my future something to look forward to. I may not be able to forget but i now know how to move on. Thank you, you have given me more then you know.- Read full letter | 0 comments
Posted on 11 July, 2006, 8:46 am by BLUE3102
Category: Love Is
Today like many other days i close my eyes and go back to the night before, when we made love like it was the first time for us both. Each and everytime more wonderful then the last. I can still feel the gentle kisses on my cheek, neck and shoulders. Hear the whispers of in endearment in my ear.the stroke of your hands in my hair.your gentle caress on my body. It all comes back to me. So amazing to be so close to you, so close that we're one. To feel our hearts beat to a rhythm that our bodies move to. The music know longer heard replaced by the sounds of pleasure. Know longer the taste of wine but the taste of your skin. It seems know matter how hot a summer night can be when all you want to feel is cool air on your skin the warmth of a woman welcoming her man can not be resisted. The moment of climax so completey gratifying you become exhausted but relaxed at the same time. I open my eyes with a smile on my face as i count down the hours until i am once again able to make love to you for the first time.- Read full letter | 0 comments
Posted on 11 July, 2006, 7:57 am by BLUE3102
Category: Pure Romance
I just need to say to you that i love you with everything that makes me who i am. The feelings i have for you come from deep within me, from the core of my soul. I have come to realize you can only love like this once in your life. True love only happenes once. You can love again but it can never be as pure as true love. You are meant for me.you were given love before me, but it was to show you the difference. You have never loved as you love me. We will find happines with each other that was thought to only happen in fairy tales.our dreams will become reality. When we part our souls will yearn to connect once again and we will continue to love beyond life. We are given blessings everyday of our lives but the day we connected was a new beginning for us.from that day forward all that we do is different. It has new meaning, new purpose. Love just like everything else in life is not perfect.our flaw is the distance that separates us. But just as we found each other by what we first believed was chance, we now know was fate, we will over come all that stands in our way.nothing, know one can stop that.you are my destiny.our love has know limits, it's endless like the ring we will place on our fingers the day we become husband and wife.i needed to assure you of my love for you. May you hold these words close to your heart for the day will come that i will repeat them to you as i look into your eyes and say i do.- Read full letter | 4 comments
Posted on 1 July, 2006, 7:40 pm by BLUE3102
Category: I Love You
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