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HHow could I possibly put into words what you mean to me? I know with all my heart and passing day we were meant to be. With every look into your eyes I fall deeper in love with you; you're strong, your kind and nothing compares to the things that you do. You sacrificed so much to be the best husband any man could be; people search a life time and sometimes never find true love, that's how I know meeting you was a gift from up above. It's important that you understand that although these words, you may not always hear. I love you so much and could never imagine my life without you near.
A smile can last only so long. You know I sit here and think. No one around and nothing but silence is around me. My head is pounding and the only thing I can think that could possibly make me feel any better would be you sitting here next to me. I do what I am suppose to do. I have all those responsibilities now and it doesn't seem to me that my life is at all better then it used to be. I used to sit alone a lot back then too and it bothers me just the same. I would wonder where you were at and what you were doing, that hasn't changed much either. Sometimes I would hope that you were thinking of me at that very same moment - or are you busy with what's going on around you? It hurts the same way not having you around when I need you the most.
I am starting to believe that it doesn't matter what kind of life style you have - I will be alone during the worst of times and also the best of them. I wonder if that's just my fate - never allowed to have what I want the most? You.
When you were out there running you were always too bust to hold me. Now that I feel there's a chance you would do that you are forced out of my sight. That's all I really want, for you to hold me tight and let me know that it will all be alright. I miss you.
I want one day for you and to spend in paradise. Anywhere I go without you I don't fit in there. Its, I think, the way that you love me. There are a lot of individuals out there that search their whole life time for paradise but it's not for all to see. It's not a place you can get to by boat or plane or train. Do you believe in love enough to go such a distance? Every thing I am wanting is still out there waiting. I can take a few tears now and then and let them out. That's not what gets me - it's hard to deal with the pain of missing you. There's more to my life then I see. I believe! This can't be all there is...
You loved me like no other,
You've been right there for me
You helped me get inspired
To be the best I can be. ... -
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