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I lived in my dreams, in my own fantasy and didn't want to notice reality...You made me believe that you need me, that my life could be better if I stay with you… But you broke my dreams and my world with you arms...Reality...It's so difficult to understand that you don't have any sense in your life any more...I'm sitting alone at my home, the candle is crying...so does my heart... Why life is so cruel? Or maybe it's our fault that we suffer such things as treason, pain and disappointment. Maybe we always need to be realistic and not to be up in the clouds. Why it happens so? When you fall in love and are ready to die for this person…it just doesn't matter for him...I don't want to love anymore, to trust a person...and then be disappointed. I should find another sense in my life...I have no idea yet what it will be but time will pass and I will be able to live...and be happy from simple things...
Hi. Since I feel myself doomed to discussing it with you, and I really don’t find myself able to ignore your letters, I will go on writing this. Though, stupid idea, really. I do not understand, what you want to achieve. Maybe, come back? Meet me again? Start everything anew? No, it is too late already. And my answers, or their absence, won’t change anything.
Of course I remember how we met. The very first day of knowing you. You were wearing everything black, except your leather jacket of blue color, which matched your eyes. And the color of sky. You are probably curious whether you evoked some feelings in me? No. You were just an ordinary woman, standing beside me, though beautiful. I was married that time, and I needed no interference from you to my private life. Of course, I had lovers. But you, as I understood later, were different. For me. Maybe I felt it at the very beginning with my subconsciousness?
Sometimes I really wanted to kill you. First we started working together, but later I noticed your strange relationship with my brother, which enraged me extremely. What was it? Intimate friendship? I have no idea. And now I have no one to ask about that. Too late…
Maybe you can tell me what kind of relationship you had with my brother now? Though I am not sure that I will trust your words even in this present situation. Pity, hm?
I see.
This stupid pride!
You know I could not stay. It is as obvious as it only can be! The thing is that you are offended at your fate that it could not be in some other way. That is true.
I also remember our last dinner. But… That is the end. And do you remember how it all started? Sometimes I love to sit in the evening, drink some wine and recall day by day our short lasting relationship. Your lips… God… But of course, it was later. First we started just as we do now. Hatred, mutual complaints, bruise on your cheek, my spoiled mood, and your brother as my defense against you, because some moments I really was waiting for your hands to grasp my neck! ...
Since the day we met, I've grown so deeply in love with you. Day by day, my love for you becomes so overwhelming till I can't handle it when I don't see or talk to you for even one hour in a day! You make me feel wonderful. You give me strength when I just can't carry on. You make me smile and laugh a lot and I truly treasure that
You are the most wonderful thing that has EVER happened to me. I thought that I would never find a love that is as strong as yours before. But now that we've found each other, I've changed my mind. You are the person I want to spend the rest of my life with, and the person whom I want to grow old with. Mahal ko you complete me. You make my life so brilliant and I don't know how else to repay you but to love, care and support you more and more. Thank you for loving me so much!
I can never imagine how it would be like if we were to lose each other. I don't even want to think of it, Ian. All I want to think of is you. You are the love of my life. Mahal na Mahal Kita!
xxxJo ...I Love you with my whole heart...
Dear Ian,
Mahal Ko, The way I feel for you amazes me daily. I have never loved anyone before, not like this. Even after all this time, whenever you walk into the room, my heart still skips a beat. It is so comforting, to look across the room at you to find you looking at me, and somehow I know what you are thinking. This is a magical bond we share, and I treasure it in my heart every second and every minute of this journey of our ever-lasting love.
Your kisses, whether tender and gentle or rough and demanding, are consuming. Your touch is like fire and surprisingly, I find myself time and time again, completely surrendering to your love. For me, there is no control, not when it comes to how I feel about you. You are the world to me my love, and my world is brighter, since our paths have crossed.
As we travel on our journey, hand-in-hand, there is no obstacle we cannot get past. As you and me become one we can get through in every trial we will face in our life ahead, I will always be by your side to support you! My love, I need you in my life I will promise to love only you for the rest of my life because with you, I am strong. With you, I am happy. With you, life is good. I love you and want you beside me, always. ...
Forgive me because I will never be able to forgive you. The same as forgetting you is impossible. I still see you moving away from me in the evening fog after our last dinner.
I hate you.
I wished you never appeared in my life.
I hate myself because sometimes in the night I recall you so vividly that can even feel your breath on my skin. ...Oh how I miss you - (by Carol Lee Johnson)
I miss the way you used to hold me
when the nights seeed so long
I miss the way you told me you loved me
when you wrote me that love song ...
Hello,
You know, it is so strange to write you after these 4 years passed. But I still consider you to be part of my life. I know that your life is your life. And you chose your life to be without me. Or it was my choice, as you probably think. Ok, I have no objections and I have no right to make them. But I did not mean that distance makes us separate and stranger. No. I am still with you, though miles are between us. That is so simple and must be obvious. If our feeling was a true one, how could I forget you, even if I left? Even if you allowed me to leave.
Please, be with me. I want nothing else, just try to write me. I do not want to see you. I do not want to hear your voice. Just drop me a line or two. Make me happy. You loved making me happy, remember?
I need to know that you are well. ...The sun rises above the hillcr... - (by My Love)
The sun rises above the hillcrest,
As does the joy of my heart;
Rays of warmth and love,
From her I will never depart. ...
We finanlly talked! Were OK now and the best part of it his so sweet!
The best part after a fight is after you resolve it and you both miss each other so much and you just want to in each others arms :)
Thats so sweet...
its worth fighting... ... -
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