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Revived Love
letters

A letter I sent to Jaco
Dear Jaco,
...Waiting to exhale - (by Eddie. A)
Uncontrollably, suggesting seriously, where do I go from here in this new relationship? I have never had one like this before...
I caught a glimpse of him after how many years of not seeing this man, he was looking different compared to the first time (1995), then I never knew what I wanted in a man '' IDEAL MAN '', I was just going about in circles, not matured, an easy prey to the fangs of ingrates.
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Hello, my precious!
Those three weeks I spent in anticipation of your return home seems an eternity to me. Your last letter was so encouraging and warm.
There is a lot I want to tell you but you are so far, my darling! My common sense tells me that it’s your work but my heart is screaming why you don’t hurry home! Be with me for this life has given a second breath to our relations.
I have seen you this night, ooouch…honey, the hottest dream in my life, the sweetest one! You was mmm…sooo passionate. Through the light mist of the warm fall night I felt a gentle touch of your moist mouth that made my entire essence shaken. Your furious, eager movement and I’m captured in your tight embrace…I’m yours…seconds and I lost consciousness. ...TO LOVER (Wish everything come... - (by Crazy)
Hello, my precious, Lover!
Now I’ve realized more deeply and profoundly that I’m weak and irresolute person, though I want to be with you. I hope we will be able to revive our love and happiness regardless all the pains that we will have to fight down. I mean our mistakes and faults to each other.
I still love you, dear! The recollections of our fleeting happy days still make my heart tremble…the unexpected moment when you had almost pressed me in your tight embraces and our first kiss was followed. You were so passionate and impatient, I felt myself as if being deprived of ground under my feet.
I wish these moments of utmost felicity come back. I want to be happy but my happiness is YOU! ...There is my fault now, too (TO... - (by Crazy)
Dear Lover,
The pain in my heart makes me feel myself paralyzed and cornered. You are right, honey, I have met another person with whom I fell in love. I felt myself happy. The feeling I’ve not experienced for the whole eternity. But…he has played upon my feelings and he has just thrown me away, moved me aside as a plate when being sated. I feel likely to kill myself, I feel betrayed and done.
I realized only one but very important thing. Darling, regardless all the misunderstandings, troubles and quarrels we have ever had, you was always with me in decisive hour, in gloomy mood and in my illnesses. You know my heart decease makes me weak, though I never behave like weak person. But it’s useless to reject there are such moments when I feel myself really bad, and almost agree to give my consent to that damned operation…There was very dangerous moment, I grasped and I had ever-increasing pain inside, and I called him for help for I was afraid. He didn’t answer, moreover he blocked his phone…I realized- I’m alone. I’m totally alone in this world!!! I was frighten, I thought I might die but…this wouldn’t stir a sell of his mind…
Please forgive me…I know the aforesaid is very painful for you to read. I was mistaken, you –too. But still the pain in my heart makes me feel myself paralyzed and cornered. ...
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