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Lost Love
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Where or where did my baby go?...
It was my first love my soul mate I thought. We knew each other by name and seen each other a few times for around 5years. One night she asked me to go for a place she liked to go for dinner and drink and maybe dance. I was really shy, yet nervous but I replied with yes, I'd love to. The night was fun and we got along well, but I really did not think anything of it, I thought it was out of kindness. Well time went on we say each other, it seem like every were I was she was there to. Time went on, she was single and I was free to. We started hang out a lot, going here and there with each other, I felt it before I really knew for sure, that we both fell in love with each other. We had some ups and downs the first 2 years together, but then things changed for both of us, it was great. We were a lot alike her family likes me and mine loved her. We got married, had a big wedding, different than the tradition. I fell so deeply in love with her and she said it to, that it was a feeling neither of us hard ever felt before. Oh all the letters she wrote to me, oh I wish I could describe them, poems oh one day she could be a writer. I thought my world and was rapped around this beautiful girl I loved so dearly. We had a disagreement I don’t remember what, and the next day I came home from work and she had moved out no letter, no reason, no good bye, and no nothing. I went nuts. I didn't know where she was, what happen, nothing. This was about 6 years known. I still care for her and I love her still. I have got emails from unknown names that say, she loves me, wants to talk, ect. But how can one just go off of that. It could be, but I didn't ever think that was her style. It could clowns playing games, who know. Besides that she knows I don't know anything of numbers or where she is, so it’s not her.
If I knew, maybe things could be different, my mind says ("What happen, or ("What did I do. Every one tells me she’s not worth the time of day, to me she is. They say move on, guarantee she sure has, well maybe so, I haven't let go, and I have tried. You hear so many remarks of people that say they heard or know, I decided that when its time it will, until then I just go and i have found out a lot of myself and the new me as well.
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Posted on 27 May, 2006, 1:50 pm by tEaRsG
Category: Lost Love
Call me baby, for goodness' sake. I want to hear your soft and deep voice through time. The stars are fading away over the city. May be I forget about my pride but I do want to hear voice, it’s your long-awaited voice. The days are passing without you and I don’t know what's going on with me… I beg you call me… I implore you to call and reach me from a distance. Let your call as a celestial thunder roar suddenly under the star abyss. Call me please…
If I already mean nothing in your life, I’ll forget about you… I can do it without crying. Having suffered the pain I won’t stop breathing and I’ll be happy all the same… even… without you…
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Posted on 26 May, 2006, 4:59 am by Prince
Author: Unknown
Category: Lost Love
My Darling, My love, My only one! You know, sometimes it seems to me that you don’t need me anymore. You conquered my heart and now the relationships stopped to be interesting for you.
May be you are already not interested in what I think about you, that I feel sad and I live in a different world where we are together and where we are not afraid of any obstacles. I would like it to be real, but it’s beyond my forces to change something, I am just a little grain of the Universe, but my soul is more than any universe.
You know, it seems that everything isn’t worth of it, that 3 months, or 2, which we are going to spend together is too little, but I know that if there won’t be these months, my soul will die without you.
You know, I wait for you like a little child waits for a gift for the New Year. I know for sure that want to be with you, but want to live a normal life, not in a constant waiting, that you will just knock on the door and come in and I will say you, - I love you and won’t let you go anymore. But with this I know that even if it would be this way, you would leave me again, and again I would be dying and waiting for you… ...
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Posted on 24 May, 2006, 11:48 pm by birdie
Category: Lost Love
Love really does make us blind...
You knew what would hurt me the most, yet you still did it thinking I wouldnt find out. You cheated on me. Like the past few monts we had been together were just a way for you to pass the time. I am sorry I believed you were different. You never did intend to stay with me. I knew because I looked in your eyes when you came off leave and saw the change in you. I could tell that you were still in love with her. How could you almost say you loved me and then sleep with another girl? Everytime you kissed me and talked to me as if It was no big deal, you dug yourself into a deeper hole. What kills me is you knew how I felt. I really cant stand you anymore. We will never be friends. I was blinded by the thought of being with a person for real... of falling in love with a guy who would respect me and my wishes. Love had clouded my head and I couldnt think logical. But I can now and I am sorry that you felt the need to betray me like that. I hope you find yourself content and will stop bugging me to take you back. It wont happen on this end.- Read full letter | 3 comments
Posted on 18 May, 2006, 5:28 pm by armygirl7
Category: Lost Love
I hate you! Why to give promises and then keep silent?! You knew pretty well how deeply I loved you! You knew how I was waiting for your call, how wanted to hear your voice, dreamed of you, thought…. You said that it was possible to build relations at a distance, that our love would win over everything, that you would visit me. You promised! And I believed in you, believed as in myself, abandoned everything, didn’t pay attention to guys, cause I knew that there, 800 km from me, there is you, that you love me, that you are going to come to me… You called me only 4 days after our parting. Then I wrote to you, asked where you disappeared, but you kept silent.
Today you were going to come to me. I ran about, agreeing upon lodging, gathered money to place you in the best conditions. I was ready to make everything what was in my power and you keep silent!
If you only saw how I am writing these lines, my tears are dropping on the keyboard. At the moment we were saying good-bye, I remember how you hugged me and promised that we see each other soon. I should admit that felt wonderful being with you. You are a nice person, many our acquaintances would agree with me. I loved you first of all for your honesty. But you turned out to be betrayer. Why I was so blind?
Love was lightening me throughout! I needed you more than anything else. But now I want to say good-bye to you. I don’t want to suffer anymore, I wish to forget you. But how? You were my first love. However… You aren’t worth my tears. Goodbye. ...
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Posted on 18 May, 2006, 1:38 am by kitty
Category: Lost Love
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