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Lost Love
letters

March 3, 2010
My princess,
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i have been long time friends with christian, but something changed and we lost touch. today i wrote my
my last message to him, we used to write every few days
we knew each other since 2006 , he is a dj . lately no messages, and very distant, so i told him i knew our friendship was over . there are no hard feelings i am not angry , just confused as to what happened. i also said anytime he needed to chat i was still there for him. it was hard for me not to hear from him, we have so much in common. i really thought he was the one , but the age gap was my problem. 10 years . i being the older . and of course i didn't look like the girls he went out with. so fear of rejection and humliation. stopped me from expressing my feelings for him. i think he got disappointed i didn't make a move or tell him how i felt. tonight i apoligized and told him i am sorry of i hurt him. and that i wouldn't write anymore. the pain of the last two months and tonight has taken it's toll. i am an emotional wreck. it will a long time before i defrost the the piece of ice in my chest again . or maybe not at all. i can't take this pain again. love you always christian.
I do belive that every one has her own experiences with the so called game of love.but dear(s)spot out a person like me experienced: i once had a lover .....ah a person i called my own but it doomed on me when things in my love life un folded beyound my expectations............and do you know why,my first love woke one morning and told me that it was over as in everything had ti an end.it hurt but sat down to device a mean of showing him that he had lost someone specialAnd do you what guys,when he tried to come back to me, it was too late for him because i had found my true dear one.so all in all just know that at one moment love wil betray you but persit and give it one more chance as in the second chance in love.
im waiting for you.............missing some things - (by mary hernandez)
I am missing the little gifts just because. I miss the way i see you when you are sleeping. I miss your gentle touch and the way you look at me. I miss all of you in general.
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