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My Darling, My love, My only one! You know, sometimes it seems to me that you don’t need me anymore. You conquered my heart and now the relationships stopped to be interesting for you.
May be you are already not interested in what I think about you, that I feel sad and I live in a different world where we are together and where we are not afraid of any obstacles. I would like it to be real, but it’s beyond my forces to change something, I am just a little grain of the Universe, but my soul is more than any universe.
You know, it seems that everything isn’t worth of it, that 3 months, or 2, which we are going to spend together is too little, but I know that if there won’t be these months, my soul will die without you.
You know, I wait for you like a little child waits for a gift for the New Year. I know for sure that want to be with you, but want to live a normal life, not in a constant waiting, that you will just knock on the door and come in and I will say you, - I love you and won’t let you go anymore. But with this I know that even if it would be this way, you would leave me again, and again I would be dying and waiting for you… ...
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Posted on 24 May, 2006, 11:48 pm by birdie
Category: Lost Love
Cannot find a sense of my life...
I miss you badly. Today, during the whole day, was thinking about the sense of my life, what should I do now when you are not with me. Everything has become indifferent for me: the University, parents, friends - nothing can return me the former happiness, for my hearts is far, somewhere near with you. How will I live further? Tell me. I hate this empty flat, this music, reminding about you... I am tired to cry every day... Tell me, why my heart cannot forget about you. If you only knew how I would love to hear you are calling me by name, how I would love to look to your eyes, how I would love you to hug and kiss me.
But you are far. I feel rotten understanding that you will unlikely return to the motherland. How will I live without you? I cannot do without you, it's so difficult to find a sense to go on...
I was searching for eyes to be lost in for so long and the moment I found them and had so little time to enjoy looking into them, you left me... Probably forever... I hate this words - "forever"! Every time when we were in your company and your friends told that you were going to leave for another country forever, my heart was dropping off into emptiness, I just didn't believe in it, I didn't want to believe. But now I understand that it was the truth...
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Posted on 3 May, 2006, 11:50 pm by birdie
Category: Lost Love
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