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akoni_oi
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i swear ive never done this before blogging, "posting letter". i usually write on a paper then scratch and throw it away, afraid that someone might read. and what am i doing?!(hell yeah!)
hi! how are you...it's been weeks since i left. do u know why?! it's because of YOU. my life is doin fine, ive got friends, better job and happy, but that was before..then one day you said you fell in love w/ me,i was shockd and confused, Why?! i know it's a crazy question, it's just that i could'nt believed. but why me? we've been good friends. on my mind it's just an infatuation you feel, maybe you were just bored. i ignored it,then you stopped and left. months passed you came back. i thought it was gone the feeling you felt.i thought time and distance would heal you. many times you asked and many times i said no. yet evryday we're still cool to each other, maybe pretending to be cool. in those tries you've made, those words you've said and in those eyes tears fell, i saw you cared. i felt guilt and sad.coz i dnt really intend to hurt you, and i am so sorry. everytime i saw you passes by makes me want to cry. and now im confused and afraid. i keep on denying to myself what is this strange feeling bothering me. i made a decision i gave up my work just to leave. coz...*sigh* i just dont want to see you...because i already love you. and now you're haunting my dreams. hiding this feeling is so hard. nobody hurt me, but by myself. i know it's crazy what i did. i badly miss you, i dont want to cry pride is still on me. i am keeping these tears inside, in my heart.but when it bursts, don't worry... i'll burst it with YOU.
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Posted on 12 January, 2008, 11:14 am by akoni_oi
Category: Secret Love
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