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Bloom
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Dear Neela!
I made this poem to you, because you were such a good friend, and the bastard did kill you.
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Dearest Lando,
I don't know how to start this letter; I have so much emotion in my heart. I never thought this would happen, never thought that it would be over, that we would say our last goodbye to each other. we have shared laughter, tears and pain, and now, nothing will be the same again without you in my life. Oh, how I have hoped you didn't met her. Oh, how I have hoped that the same love I was feeling for you, that you felt it too. It's lonely without you in my heart. I feel so lonely I could die. I feel so lonely and the pain just keep on punching inside my heart. The pain are making my heart, my soul and myself to cry. The tears are rolling down my face, because you went from me, because you love someone new, because you don't love me anymore.
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Dear boy!
It's been so long. So long that I've seen your face. I thought you just needed a little time, but you broke up with me for good. You loved someone knew. I just heard it, a friend told me. I saw you passed by with her, she wasn't like me at all. How could you do That to me? I loved you for real. I gave up all my stuff to be with you. And you just ignored me, like I was air. When you passed by with her, I pretended that I did not see you two. Not till my friend said hi, then I said hi back to you.
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Dearest Lando!
I close my eyes, and even when I’m sleeping I can see your face in front of me. If I could write a song about us, I'd write a song that captures all the beauty of the bright, shining sun as the world slowly awakes. A song about a love that has stood the test of time and only grows more for each day. I'd have to tell the whole world about how you treat me, and about how much you love me. When you're looking at me, I feel happiness. I'd have to add all the colors of a rainbow and a big red heart that's overflowing with love and devotion. I'd have to tell the whole world that I'm the luckiest girl in the world. Every night I close my eyes and get on my knees to pray, hoping that there will be a day when you're a part of my heart again. No matter what you do, I can't stop loving you, and I only want to be with you every day. I believe you're the one and only, and I'd sacrifice everything to have you here with me. But you are so far away, having fun. You don’t miss me do you? I just want you to know that I love you and that I adore you.
Kisses from your Bloom
I know that you are happy now. And I hope you’ll always be. But what you did to me, gave me pain and jealousy. You said we could only be friends, but it wasn’t that we wanted. But you were afraid for what they other would say if you and I were together as boyfriend and girlfriend. It has been a long time since we really had a talk. Each time we meet, it's filled with saliency. I know they other boys are the reason for that thing have been like this between us today, and another reason is that you changed into someone whom I couldn’t recognize at the time. You were never just another person to me. Of all the people I have met, you were the only one for me, the only one that I want to spend my life with. However, you threw everything away, by listening to they other boys in class. I don't know if I can ask you to come back now. But I will give you a promise. And my promise to you, HD, will be that I’ll wait for the day, when all the bad memories are erased, and when we can truly start anew. This is the only vision I have now, and the only thing that I look forward to now. Everyday we are apart, the memories fades but the pain grows which is exactly the opposite of what the effect of time is supposed to be. I feel as if a piece of my heart has been ripped out of me and I am no longer complete. This is because I have finally lost my first love for good. You lied to me, You used me, and in the end, You lost me. I guess even 2 years of sharing an amazing connection with someone who you truly cherish as a part of your life, isn't enough to overcome the problems a selfish and narrow minded persons can cause. You brought out the best in me, HD, and for that I will be forever thankful. Although it hurts in my heart, I do care about you. You deserve happiness and a second chance at the life of happiness. I love you, or I think I do. You are the reason for anything good that is in me today and the reason for what I may become. Although we're apart, there is no one else who will ever take the place of the person who showed me how to love and who made me feel special each and everyday. Because as long as I can remember you, it’ll always be you in my heart. An I want you to know that I still care about you and I’ll always do that.
Thinking of you and missing you
Your Bloom
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