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Bianka
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Hello,
dear Kristian!
Hope, everything is fine with you. Your last letter inspired me to perceive the life in new quite unexpected light. I felt myself as if being opened towards newly-born experiences and feelings. I start thinking of you more often than it is usually normal about just a friend. Probably I’m mistaken about the state my heart in, but what’s the sweet heaviness is hidden deep in my heart! I know, dear, it’s too early to predict and to settle down plans about us, but is the life the most challenging thing on earth? Our distant feeling to each other, feeling and to some extent sufferings we would be subjected to out of long distance, is it a challenge akin to life? I’m teasing myself with a kind of obsession that our mutual feeling to each other would not stand the test of time and big distances. I do not want to tease you with the same; I’m in doubt whether we should go on like this and permit love to each other bloom in our hearts…I’m a little bit afraid lest to be indiscreet. But, please, don’t be offended by my words and please, do not think I might want our relations stop. Probably it is all because you are so far, when I need you badly, I miss you, Kristian, and this emptiness finds its way out in endless doubts & questions…
Go mad in anticipation of your reply, ...
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Posted on 4 October, 2005, 6:57 am by Bianka
Author: Bianca
Category: Long Distance
To Kristian Pihlajamaki - (by Bianka Scamozzi)
Hello, dear Kristian!
I was really glad to hear from you. You know that international conference hasn’t passed unnoticed for me too. Huge package of fresh impressions and some worthy experience that may later on influence positively on my profession and future career. I can even say that some of my ideas I’ve already realized. What strikes me most on my return home is the fact that now I am seized with an inexplicable sensation of something new and extraordinary thus enabling me to succeed in my job, to see things around in quite new light, to feel myself at least different. That fleeting lunch during the conference when we had a casual talk and hardly had a time to exchange our e-mail addresses have not gone unnoticed for me. You know, this morning I was extremely excited having discovered a letter from you, do not want to nourish a single hope (that already exists somewhere deep in my heart) for our further correspondence but already feel as if you are a hearty friend of mine.
I wish you all the best and
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Posted on 23 September, 2005, 1:07 am by Bianka
Author: Bianka Scamozzi
Category: Long Distance
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