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Emptiness…It frightens, believe me. But you stay indifferent and I am already sure about it. Sorry for I was in your life. Our consciousness plays queer games on us for I can remember nothing that took place before we have met…
But I keep in my memory every moment we spent together, every your word. Every day subconsciously I go back three months earlier and time and again I become seized with the feelings I rushed into carelessly. I was so anxious to give you all you were asking about. But it turned out to be just empty words. You needn’t love…Love…just a word, indeed. It is sad it is illness and else that it is impossible to live without it. Well I have to be prescribed then to a course of healing or die.
I know you say “think about yourself”. But I can’t…I get up thinking of you and go asleep with the same thought… Hallucination? May be but WHY now, when everything is so troublesome in my life!?
I have to start my life with a blank page, I know…but I’m failed to do so. This repeats again and again and I don’t know what to do, I’m so tired and exhausted. I strongly wish to be with you and make you happy, oh, dreams, dreams…I wish little plump feet were running about our house, a little copy of you, dear… but I let you go and I LOVE… ...
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Posted on 14 October, 2005, 5:14 am by Anonymous
Author: Anonymous
Category: Lost Love
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